closing time

unshed tears.
confused mind. and heart.
heavy feeling. deep down. inside.
scenario relived for the umpteenth time.
what might have been.

recurring thoughts. disbelief.
sadness. regret.
mangled. fucked up situation.
so sick. tired. and done.
if only.

melancholic tunes.
breakdown. this and that.
slow. sad. songs.
manic-depressed. sort of.
what if .

tears. thoughts. sounds. moments. principles. values. pressure. test. regret. reward. soon. optimism.
love. over friendship. or the other way around. sulk. wallow. fake laughs. mask. melancholia. drama. ever.
up mood. confusion. time. can tell. closed book. for real? again. white knight. come. before closing time.