7.26.2008

ang happy! ^^

last night was the happiest night of my life...


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7.22.2008

number TEN

i am such a sap.
i cry at even the silliest commercials because some scenes move me. i sob at the tackiest teenybopper if it pinched my emotions. i am just a tear factory waiting to explode...

it pays to internalize things, because it is in those moments that you connect with whatever. so i guess, this didn't come a surprise to me anymore...

i was reading through these lines, as tears slowly rolled down my cheek. and i cried silently in the night, fearing that my sisters would wake and see me. :/

..."And if ever the day comes
That you finally see that no one else wants the job of making you happy more than I do,
That you finally feel the magic and that yearning
That you feel that being with me is worth all the risks"...
(excerpts of the poem written by Will for Ces, Cast 10 by Nautilus Comics)

i know this is sooo highschool, but still.
God, it pains to wait... sigh. major sigh.

fact: i know that my sisters would roll on the floor (laughing) after reading this.
Gahd, i'm so gonna be dead.

7.21.2008

bandwagon

should I jump into something just because everyone's into it... already?!?

7.18.2008

affinity

does closeness give you the license to become (a bit more) touchy?


>>> the "wonder" chronicles.

7.09.2008

11 pancit canton. 33 pandesal. 2 coke.

"no, i'm not entirely obsessive-compulsive. i'm just fond of counting things that's all. " ^^
....


(photos taken during our induction, June 19-21 in Cebu... me in red. so fun right?!?)
...
if you thought splashing me a bucket of ice cold water were enough... think again.
little miss me became the errand girl for the day.
(note: if there's one thing i "hate" doing, it's this.)

i heard it's still part of some-initiation in our department. [as i am in my second month in this new job.] feared to be called a sore loser, i felt compelled to complete the task. (thank God, i need not do it alone).

my late afternoon was pretty productive... breather from my desk job. good enough.
(1) did some "marketing". literally.
walked out in the street to buy the things i need.
pandesal. pancit canton. peanut butter. coke. check. check. check. check.

(2) enhanced my "culinary skills"
dashed to the pantry. started "cooking". 11 packs of pancit canton!?!
whoa. first time kong nakapagluto ng ganong karaming pancit canton. parang catering. nawindang ang beauty ko.

(3) the more, the many-er
thank God some of my workmates were on field. or else, i'd be sooo dead. "ang sarap naman ng luto mo... pwede ka na mag-asawa." or rephrased "wow, ang galing naman. ang sarap... parang lucky me." (pun intended? haha. wala silang choice, ako ang reyna ng moment.)

i love simple joys. i love how our team maximize resources. sa simpleng kain, lahat nabusog (sa kakatawa). - i'm loving this new world i'm in. "welcome to the family".

(4) [i am] a career woman
i am one, once i've put my heart into it. nasimulan na edi tapusin na ng sagaran.
errand girl in every sense of the word. capped the whole activity by... washing the dishes. and no, they didn't prod me into doing it. i just felt like helping out.
(good girl effect)


i know this may seem senseless to you. reading boring details and all.
so what?!?
i'm still considering this a momentous day in my mundane life.

...
300-peso budget. 1 hour-or so prep time. 11 packs-pancit canton. 33 pieces-pandesal. 2 bottles- 1.5 coke. 1 jar-peanut butter. shared by 20ish staff. 30-minute break. countless moments-laughter. loaded tummies. hefty hearts. one family. one new world (for me). another round of the initiation...

one more "memorable" day. i lavettt.

oh yeah, who ever said i was OC?!?

^^

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7.01.2008

Dear God

Lord,

why do i feel empty in my deepest depths?
why do i feel like crying, giving away tears?

i cannot explain myself again.
Lift me up, Lord.

I know that things work for the good of those who love You.
sustain me...

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