sane-psycho?!?

what is up with me?!?

seriously. i don't know what i'm feeling right now.

seems like i'm in the verge of crying. out of sadness? no.

angst? perhaps. peeved?!? i don't know.

feels weird. i thought this part of me have left my system.

WHAT. IS. UP. WITH. ME!!!!

can i just add. that the people around me noticed. what the hell is wrong?!?

i can't seem to put my finger on anything. i can't make out a reason behind this.

hormonal imbalance?!? pre-menstrual syndrome? i just had my period!

i should get over this.

sour. bitter. feeling. go away!

ARRRRGGGHHHH!!!! (yiiikes. so childish of me!)

twenny-o-five review

stole this idea from my cousin, lai, who got this cool twist from a friend. and God knows where her friend zilched it. and the story goes on.

i just thought it'd be fun. come on, try it. get an entry from your monthly blog dated 2005.
cut a sentence or two.. it's solely up to you. put them all together.
and that'd be your previous year's review. pretty neat, huh?

anyhoo, here's the teeny "conconction" that is my life.


25 may 2005
crowded!!!

Current mood: Witchy with a capital B...

Get a grip!!! Hay nako... I'm just a little pissed at someone right now.
Well, he used to be my childhood friend.
I know that I'm supposed to be happy coz he's trying to make a way to "rekindle" our friendship.
But what is he doing????? He's acting so arrogant.. feeling man!!!

06 june 2005
drama...

current mood: melodramatic

melodramatic... everything seems to fall right into that state...
the sound of rain... rustling leaves...
music playing slowly and emphatically... piercing through my emotions...
thoughts flying...

i feel so weird right now, i'm not exactly uber happy and neither am i up for some sap-fest.

02 july 2005
LIFE IT AIN'T EASY

I know, that statement is an OVERRATED CLICHE, but that same group of words had been my most recent realization.
It took me this much time to realize that living in this f*cked up world is no rainbows-and-butterflies.
Yeah, i used to have 'trials and troubles', but those that i've been through were no match to what i'm experiencing now.

07 august 2005
reunited and it feels so good...

nothing beats rekindled friendships. had this rare opportunity to chat with my two good childhood friends online.
one is in the states, and the other just lives in the same street as i am. it was sooo fun!!!
i even caught myself laughing.. so wurrrrd.

aww. i miss those carefree days. having this talk with them made me feel so warm and fuzzy inside. awww. childhood days...

02 september 2005
HULI NA ITO

this is the end of it. the last time il be staying at my post in our makati office.
huling araw ng petiks. huling araw ng pagfa-file. huling araw ko bilang isang makati girl.

intern days are over. i'm off to a new start. a totally different learning experience.
from manila girl, probinsyana nako (well, not entirely)

28 october 2005
YAAAY!!! MAY SIGNAL NA!!!

I'M STILL ALIVE! Thank God.
kickin. breathin. leapin. sweepin. LIVING!!! yeah baby:D

i know, i've been out of the circulation for quite a time now.
both literally and figuratively. i've been away, well for those who haven't heard...
I was sent to a far, far AWAY land. (for workssakes!!!)
well, it's not that technology doesn't exist in that part of the world, but it's just that i've been hectic.

01 november 2005
hint*hint*hint

a dab of color in your life...

say that that part of your life is non-existent
veer away, hear hints when such a topic is on it's way
yet hopeful that it would come and find you one day
ah, a sweet sweet time i might say.

HOLD YOUR HORSES!!!! i didn't mean to be poetic right about now.
haha. i guess you NOW have a hunch as to what i'm blabbing about. hhhhmmm?!?

03 december 2005
MOODra. why not???

hmm. im not supposed to do what im doing right now.
(Read: you have to finish drafting your budget report due monday. tsk tsk. bad, middy!)

oh well. walang pakialaman. hehe. i do have priorities... let's say, im NOT YET in the mood for that.
attention-shifting? perhaps...

MOOD. speaking of mood. there are some things i've noticed in myself since i left home.
promise. and it weirds me out.


hmmm. that was pretty interesting. i could say that i do have mood swings.
one second i'm at a mad-at-the-world-state. i'm sappy and melodramatic by the other.
bam! i'm dazed and "lovestruck".

what does that say of me?!? well, at least, i'm vocal about my emotions.
blogging is my own form of therapy. by writing, i get my dose of sanity.
venting. pondering. babbling. and what not.

i just hope i could keep things going. posting as much entries or blurbs as i can.
i'm looking forward to a more spanking life this twenny-o-six.

oh yeah. thanks for putting up with me the previous year. teehee. let's keep on stickin' together.
happy new year to me. oopsie. happy new year to y'all.

infinite hugs and kisses:*