6.06.2005

pour kax... et everyone else!:D

rekindled friendships and a whole lot more:)

the good...
i love my friends. though it may seem that i only have a handful. the friendships that i keep are the ones that truly help me get through life.



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kax et moi:)
i'm just glad that after some years, my friendship with an ex-bestfriend has been, as they say it, rekindled. i don't know how it happened... it was just a realization we both had. we're more tight-knit than ever!!! we are a living testimony to the "saying", opposites attract. kax is more of the outgoing type while im her complete opposite.. haha.. introvert ako.. si kax, sanay sa boys.. ako hindi... and the list goes on... but despite these facts, we love each other. we're cousins, we're bestfriends, we're sisters:)
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kax, thanks for being there for me... even if i know that you're sometimes weirded out by the things i do. i appreciate your efforts for talking some sense into me. funny how i take "lessons" from you when it comes to "love and what not"... haha.. dumb-dumb ako sa aspetong yan. i do hope that our "bestfriendship" is for keeps na talaga... mwah


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the coolest ppl.. brx:)
I truly hold these seven ass-kickin' girls dear.. we're more than cousins, i treat them as my sisturrs. We've been through a lot, but what can we do, blood is, indeed, thicker than water. Sorry if this would sound cheesy, but i really can't picture myself existing without them:( I have been so blessed to be born in a tight-knit clan... i love all of my 27 (if i counted it right) cousins:) We are such a fun-loving and wacky bunch. Laugh trips, cheap thrills, "whappakan sessions", road trips, impromptu parteys, countless sleepovers... i would never get tired of hanging out with my family... a funk-ey barkada that's too good to be true. here's to more years of togetherness:)

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my highschool sistahs:)
these girls made my stay at CHA a lot more tolerable (hehe, as if)... i'm soo blessed to have such a well-rounded barkada... para kaming fruit salad... iba-iba ang personalities pero rock pa rin kung magkakasama. i was such a "bully" back then... funny how i got into fights with almost everyone in our group (well, except for carmel and loula), but they were still patient with me..
thanks, gurlies, for putting up with my mood swings.. hehe.
i just love them sooo much.. i wish we could have reunions as much as we want to!!! i had a blast during the most recent one (JUNE 1! )... thanks, jamie
for treating us to dinner.. hehe.. kahit medyo napasubo ka.
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basta, i love y'all..
carmel, jamie, mitchie, marez, hans, loula, and ics.. you, guys, truly are the best!!!:)

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xaijua! i damn miss you, girls:(
these girls made my college life a looot more fun and vibrant!!! sabihin niyo nang makapal pero, kami ang pinaka-malupit na group sa flcd:) we do not only possess inherent beauty, but we have the smarts as well:)... xaijua goddesses ang mga nasa top ng batch:)
i just love my friends for they have brought out the best in me. we all believed in each other's potentials:) i didn't realize that i would miss them this badly... especially dennise amanda.. for she left the country for good:(
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dennise was one of the first few friends i had in college... our friendship was more on the love-hate type, but we managed to stick by each other, nonetheless. we have kept each other's deepest, darkest secrets... shared the affinity for something that we didn't dare speak off in public (did i just hear myself mutter, meteor garden??)... laitera queens rin kami. basta, ang dami naming mga bonding moments na parang ngayon ko lang talaga na-realize... what's important is that the memories are still kept in a special place and our friendship is still aflame:)
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well, we are now leading our own separate lives.. but i still hope that one day, we'd all get together and share about our experiences. make time for this special moment, amidst our busy skeds... we have made a lot of plans... go abroad to travel, go to BORA (for real na), establish our pre-school (Tenacious Corp na to!), be the godmother of each other's children (hehe.. this just popped out of my head).... basta, nakakamiss talaga. It's weird how you got used to hanging with them for four long years.. and all of a sudden, we are now doing things on our own... haay.. how fast time flies... sometimes i wish that i could turn back time... and just spend a few moments on those good old days.. (eek.. i sounded soooo old.. haha)


the not-so good...
i honestly didn't know what to call this part of "rekindling friendships" e... don't get me wrong. it is not my intention to sound rude, okay?
oh well, i know that i'm supposed to be happy coz one of my childhood friends are now being friends with me again... it feels weird how he's suddenly chummy. wala lang.
i'm just a little confused coz i didn't want to think that he's only after something, after all, may pinagsamahan kami.. we used to be playmates, busmates, schoolmates, and what not...

so, ang pangit naman atang lagyan ng malisya diba? ang pangit naman kung mag-assume ako... i'll just lead myself into a major disappointment if i'd do that!!
basta, i'm just a little confused coz my cousins are leading me into such hypothetical thoughts.. grrr... ang hirap talaga!!! plus, he has this friend who's joining the "bandwagon of chumminess" pa.. (am i coining words?? oh well..)
ano ba to???!!???
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miday, snap out of it!!! wag ka ngang praning.. let them be.. if they want to be friends with you, so be it... wala namang mawawala sa'yo e... magkaka-friends ka pa sa village. no more miss prissy/bitchy/tarayqueen/suplada... try to be nice for once!!!

oh well, totoo.. nakakapagod na ngang magtaray.. i've been doing that for as long as i can remember... no wonder, i have but few friends (tsk tsk)... how will you learn to mingle with the opposite sex when you always put them off??? takot sa lalake??? oh come on, stop making that lame excuse!! loosen up.. hehe.. kahit konti lang.
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so much, for analyzing my own situation...
tama, i have to add a pinch of niceness into my system.. it's never to late to change... i'm doing this for my own good!!! get a grip, and stop doing your old defense mechanism.. try to see the goodness that the people around you have... meron rin yan, kahit konti:)
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friendships are essential to human existence... you become friends for a reason... trust your instinct on that... these people are made to complement the things that you already have... we are all pieces to a big puzzle... it just takes time for us to find that perfect piece... to complete the bigger picture...:)


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