requisite year-end post (and i know this came a tad late)

i know i'm such an emo.
and no, i don't mean those in tight pants, striped pull-overs, chucks or skimmers. in heavy eyeliners, disheveled hair kind of people we see that increase in blown proportions.

emo. as in, emotional.
one minute your happy, irritated the next, then sullen afterwards.
am i turning into a looney? i hope not.

but i know that i do have mood swings. and i almost threw a fit on the day 2008 meets 2009.
how great can that get?

thank God, i got spared from my own personal drama.
i am such a drama queen. and i know that people are just trying their best to put up with me, and i'm just soooo grateful that they could do that.

i know that i'm a difficult person to deal with, but still, God has blessed me with loved ones and friends who patiently stood by my side. thanks for always, always lending an ear - spending loads of your time trying to dissect life's situations with me. i heart you for doing that, it's a pretty tough job though...

thanks for sticking up with my unpredictabilities - if there's such a thing.
it's hard to be too volatile, erratic, unconventional, it's hard to be me.
i sometimes feel like giving up on myself and my complexities. me and my overanalytic frame. it's tiring. and i know that i don't need to convince you, otherwise.

basta, i'm super grateful for everyone who came close enough to see the real emo me.
as embarrassing as it may sound, i'm so touched for going through all the effort. promise.

i thank God for always putting me back on track. i know that i've been pretty much on a rollercoaster, but He's always helped me stay on top of things... and He's used people to make me realize that.

well, i just pray that this year would be less of a drama. i want to try to be sunnier this time!
^^