toss and turn

feeling troubled :/

is my life in a blur?


a ghost from the past made its presence felt.

current "events" in this new world are hazy. shady even.
you know something they don't. a secret feared to be told.

future is distant. elusive yet gripping.
anxiety attacks.


"Lord, i know you have a Grand Scheme.
Help me stick by it. when will things be clear?"


aack. you just let a day slip... just like that.
what a waste.