over and done with (hopefully)

you know what, you have this weird mechanism...

you really seem afraid and apprehensive that everytime you might reach to that conclusion, you ruin your defenses. which causes you to go back to square one.

you'll never get things done. quit beating round the bush.
(no wonder you're causing too much headache!)

take risks. or at least try it this time.
don't worry what people might think.
deal with your "demons". get it out of your system.

do your part. or at least start on it...