on the day my only bestfriend had to go away... :(

Current mood: morose

we all have our very own best friends.. some of us may even have more than one of them... they've seen us in our ugliest, saddest, most beautiful... name any scenario... and i bet they were forever present...

well, why am i talking about such a thing? it's because mine would be leaving the country for good. we've been friends since we were 5... even if during our high school years we lacked quality time together, i still count her as my one and only best friend. We've been through a lot... and i'm grateful because despite the distance, we still find time for each other, and the spark in our friendship is still alive:)

i know that i should feel sad coz she's leaving, but i don't seem to understand why i do not even break a tear in this moment. i'm still in a state of shock because things seemed to have happened all of a sudden.

the thought that my best friend would not be there by my side physically is something i had never imagined... i know that i shouldn't be selfish and that i should be glad for her... coz she's doing it for her own good... and their family had decided on it already.

i guess, i should just accept things as they are... this is reality... people come and go... and why am i being such a paranoid... what's the use of email and texting, and long distance phone calls???? hmm.. technology is there to help bridge the gap... well, at least in a way. i guess, i would have to settle on that as of the moment.

i would want my best friend to know that i would certainly miss her... and on the day she goes away... she's taking a big part of our moments with her... she may be physically absent... but our friendship would forever stay in my heart...

haha.. it's too cheesy... well.. it's good to be sappy once in a while... :)