guess who's back?!?

current mood: sabawness

after loooong months, Nav is suddenly back in the circuit!

it's weird how we met. i believe i've written about him on my previous summer posts... thinking if I like him.

it's so unlike me to get attracted to people i barely even know, but it was his intelligence that had drawn me. (haha. plus, he's cute in a semi-nerdy kind of way!)

we somehow had that connection. then we suddenly lost touch. sadness.

i would just receive offline messages from him saying that he's sad coz we don't get to talk anymore. i guess we were both preoccupied.

then one friday night, a reminder popped into the screen, "nav rinto is now online"

oh my gahd.

out of niceness, i buzzed him and asked what's been up with his life.
he didn't seem like the person i used to talk to. parang ang tamlay niya. it's weird how even through this ym conversation you can tell if the person's okay or not.

so, i asked how he's feeling. he seemed troubled. told me it's about school.
haaay, buhay estudyante.
suddenly these words came, "okay na ko, kasi kausap na kita." nyak. ...talk about cheesiness.

haha. flattered? yeah. but it still felt a wee bit weird.
our conversation didn't seem that fun and spontaneous anymore. .
what happened to the connection i was talking about?!?

haaay.

i hope things would be different the next time we talk. i miss the old Nav that i have learned to appreciate.
Sure do hope he'd get back to his senses...