i missed doing this

i missed doing this... it's been a long time since i last posted an entry on my blog page.. oh well.. my schedule has been very hectic.. and you know y? hmmm... it's because of summer school... oh well... you may say that im a nerd or geek for taking summer... why the hell do you care? get a life!!! haha.... yah... yah... it's a bummer... but i needed to take it so that i can enjoy my last two sems of college.. haha... yep, im graduating.. year 2005.... well that's pretty much it... im taking a break from all the school work.. i need to be serious because i have a lot of requirements to complete this coming week...hehe... two weeks of summer school has passed... three more to go... can't wait for all this to end... then just then would i finally get to stay up until the wee hours then doze off to my heart's content.... but before i get so excited over that simple joy... i still have to go through early mornings, the hassle of commuting, and actually studying... i hope i'd be able to post more interesting stuff here the next time... hmmm... it feels good that i get to pour out whatever bothers me..hehe.... oh well.... powell...nyak..corny!!!!!! need to get back to reality...huh? tomorrow should be a productive day for me... i need to finish the Rizal book that we are required to read... tooodalooo.. haha!!!! :*

hmmm... hmmm...

hmmmm.... hmmmmm....

today.. i just came home from a 3-day camp at church.. well.. i was in batangas since last wednesday.. but actual camp started last thursday till saturday.. then we just there tilll sunday.. to unwind..

the place was very nice... there were wild animals (kept in a cage of course).... the place was peaceful... perfect location to ponder about life..hehe

anyway.... we stayed in a tent.. and i must say that our shelter was the best among the campers... we even had an idea of turning it into our very own home away from home.. haha..
it rained.. bummer... then there were ants.. uggghh... we shifted our tent's location thrice.. but it was ok..

i was grouped with my cousins.. that was cool.. our group was the wackiest.. as in.. haha.. we always laughed our hearts out.. noisiest rin kame.. nyahaha... we were also the bunch who had the widest age range.. 15-29(?)..ewan.. pero that didn't cause a gap... we were all cool and ang kulit nila.. jamming.. some of our groupmates played the guitar... basta ang saya!!!!

the days we spent there were a bit bitin.. we all wished the camp lasted for 5 days.. haayyyyyy...
days do fly so fast.. i met new ppl and even had a chance to bond with some.... but i wish i got closer to more peeps..hehe

i also tried wall climbing.. finally.. and finished it... wohhhooo... rapelling was cool too.. but it was something death-defying... i almost fell to the ground (finished the rope course less than 5 minutes)... a big mistake.. that left me a wound, some scratches, and a couple of bruises... ugly remembrances..hehe.. but i do not regret that i tried it.. i would want to do it again.. do it the RIGHT way next time..hehe

i slept for two-hours on our last nyt at camp... we bonded with a new friend.. and gained much insight.. im not kidding.. its cool that u get to talk with ppl and learn from them... i was freed from this thought i kept all those years.. haha... it was such a good feeling

the camp was not only about meeting new ppl and trying new things.. it was something spiritually edifying... God met with me and He made me realize things.. my life is now headed to a clearer direction.. and I thank Him for that... I know that He had planned great things for my life.. and all i have to do is to listen and obey Him 100%... Lord, please help me do that... :)

the days i spent in batangas were worth remembering... it did not only bring joy to me physically, spirtually... but emotionally as well.. i wish this would happen again next year... and hopefully for a longer time... 5days max.. hehe.. same faces would be there... plus new ones... and i would really love to meet new ppl and make friends with them.. and as for those that i have met.. i hope that it was just a beginning of a new friendship.. nyak..hehe.... i just thank God for such cool experiences..

hmmm... that's all..

it was truly something...

just a few hours back... i was inside the moviehouse... seated with my family... staring at the big screen... watching the passion of the Christ... the movie was truly something u'll reflect upon... as tears unceasingly rolled down my cheeks... this thought ran on my mind as well... "The Lord truly loved us all for He endured such grave hardships just to free mankind from damnation... it made me feel and realize that I am indeed special to God for He gave His Son in replacement of my sins... and hardships.. it made me think of all the wrong things i've done and that each wound and torn flesh was a representation of those... it made me think that I should be careful as to how i live my life... it should be something that would please God instead of hurt Him once more.... He did not deserve to be scourged but He did it out of love for us all... I know that I have received Him as my personal Lord and Savior but this made me feel that I should love and serve Him with more passion because what He did for me was something priceless..." The Passion of the Christ was made for a purpose.. may all the people who have seen the movie been touched by God's grace and love.... i can say that up to this very minute.. I am astounded by what I had seen....

Lord, I love You and I thank You for selflessly giving Yourself for our salvation... help me to make and do better with my life... thank YOu for the forgiveness of my sins... and for Your abounding grace.. I love YOu, Lord...

Our passion for our Christ should not end by seeing the movie... it should go on as we live our lives.... The Passion is not locked in the big screen... it should be something acted upon.. it should be a lifestyle... holy and pleasing unto our God...

what a great start!!!

what a great start!!!! on my first day of "vacation".. (word was in quotation marks because i am technically having one..hehe... reason:read first entry).. me and my berx(cuzns) had one of those day-outs... we rarely do this because of our very hectic schedules.. oh well, we went to red box (gb3)... and sang to our hearts' content... we also went mall hopping... after gb3, we went to g4, then to smb..hehe. this day was truly fun and veeeeeeeeeeery tiring... i can't still recover from my body sore,,, i am overfatigued... i had burnt some dough(tsk tsk).. but it was fun hanging with my girlfriends... i'm pretty sure that this would not be the end of it... i have to save up money for all the "gimmicks" that we intend to do this summer.... i can feel that this summer vacation would be my time to spend quality time with my loved ones.... now that would be great, do u agree????

just a random thought... ako ay masaya khit butas na ang aking bulsa... mas mahalaga na sila ay aking nakasama.. yuck ang baduy..hehe ... here's to a jam-packed summer.. haha.. as if!!!

woohoooooo!!!Ü

today.. is the day!!!! i'm finally done with my tons and tons of schoolwork.... yesss!!!
can i say that i'm finally on vacation???? nah!!!!! i do have this "break" over the holy week but summer classes are just around the corner.. bummmmer!!!!! but looking on the bright side, i can still hang with my friends... from highschool, college barkada... and my berx-cuzns!!! i'm up for the summer.... outings.. day/night outs.... long hours infront of the TV(haha).... studying(?)-perhaps..haha... sleepovers... i'll sure be productive over this 2-month vacation... i wouldn't let my summer classes hinder my time to relax and unwind... i'll definitely keep that in mind.. tsk.. tsk... let's hope I can keep this journaling up and about..haha... "happy (shalalala) it's so nice to be happy".... woooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhoooooo!!!! i love my life!!!!! yeah!!!! (am i perky????? not quite!!! haha)